Name:Rivali Dass
Age:16 :)
Birthday: 5th Oct '92
Class:1D '05, 2e '06 <33,3e '07, 4e '08
School: MGS
I <3: Family, My dogs, 2e, 4e, MORONS, painting, designing, writing weird stories, being generally weird, unsettling people...
Okay i was just deleting lots of my smses right, cuz my phones getting choked up again, and i saw this from tricia. It was like super long ago when we were studying for midyears but whatevs.
Me: Tricia, where are yall? oh and what are u wearing btw? Tricia: Library. I'm wearing orientation funky clothes su is wearing drab uniform. Hehe be groovy like moi. Me: Whats sulyn wearing? I told her i was coming at 9 but its 11 now heehee.. I think i pissed it off... Tricia: Hehehe gd job! It ran away. Hahaha, It's ok i woke up late too It was vv pissed.
'It' wasnt amused. Heheheh.
So how has life been? Same old, same old. I guess.
Haha tricia and sulyn you guys are awesome. I am just MORE AWESOME than you. but only by a little bit dont worry ahahaha
I love long weekends. It always = go out somewhere faboo + sleepover + watch gay movies
Went Ion. It SUCKED BALLS. Really did. Not the place to go unless you're with your mom (and she's with her gazillion credit cards haha) I shall keep that in mind the next time I go there, no? Tricia bought a cute skirt though. Had lunch at the teppanyaki place which was yummy. I'm dragging my sister there sometime soon, Diya you'll thank me :) Erm... walked around a bit then ended up at the starbucks there and camwhored. My life has become so meaningless :(
Then went sulyn's house and fell asleep on her floor. I FELT LIKE SUCH AN IDIOT OKAY. Atleast i woke up before those two took unglam shots of me ahaha.
Went Clarke Quay, it was fabulous. Had dinner at the satay club there. NO it is not a club its a restaurant. We are good girls :) Heehee. Atleast, me and Tricia are. When Sulyn gets drunk, she takes her wig off and starts doing the mambo. Wooo!
Had the turkish ice cream there after sitting by the steps and talking.... and camwhoring. I think we need to cut down the camwhoring a little. But who can blame us for appreciating the artistic aspects of photography? Yeah...
Anyway, chocolate buffet at fullerton for our next girls' night out yes? Yesyes.
OMG I have nothing funny to blog about.
I'm trying to be nice. Yes its started again. The highly unsuccessful 'Stop being a moron' movement which I had in sec 2 has started again.
Me: I'm trying to be nice, Amrit. You gotta help me okay? Amrit: (eye roll) That's never gonna happen... Me: It will okay, IT WILL. I just gotta keep trying and- OMG LOOK ITS ESTHER LETS SET FIRE TO HER HAIR MWAHAHAHAHAHAAHA. Amrit: ...... haha okay!
Yeah that failed.
I miss Amrit suddenly :S I believe a long-overdue phone call is needed. I just need to get the guts to pick up the phone. I still remember the number you know?
Anyway back to my Be Nice Movement. I'd love to say that ACS guys are much more helpful than MG girls when in comes to inspiring me to become a better person but... both are really really unhelpful actually.
Me: Hey Tim, I'm trying to be nice! Tim Chua: You are? Me: Yeah and- Tim Chua: Try harder.
Me: Omg when YCF walks into the room, it would be really funny if someone threw a shoe at her and blah blah blah (some crap idea) blah blah blah... Shi Xuan: That's not nice... BAD POOJA!
ps: if anyone sees this and decides to start calling me pooja, I. WILL. KILL. YOU.
And ofcourse for every small insignficant thing i did, Palmer would randomly say it was mean or something. But its okay. I have the strength in me to carry on.... I will survive. Climb every mountain and all that shit. Jia you :)
On a totally different note,
"The Dance" "Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end, the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment, wasn't I a king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say, you know I might have changed it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance." -Tony Arata
I am so depressed by the way. My hair straightener stopped working. I didnt realise how much my life depended on it until I had to go to school today WITHOUT STRAIGHTENING MY FRINGE OMG and I was so insecure the whole day with shitty hair. Urgh. And apparently, blow-drying it straight doesn't work anymore either for some reason. I don't know whether I should rebond it? People say I'm overeacting but I. am. not. Should I just shave my head bald? Wear a cap? Jump off a cliff? I need advice :(
Anyway, I got mom to bring my baby to the Philips center for repair, so I could go back to having straight, manageable hair in about a week. It would be the longest week of my life, but its okay. Life is hard. And we constantly are faced with challenges, but learning to overcome them is what brings us ahead in life. Quote: Tough times don't last but tough people do! Yeah, and one day I know that this dark period in my life will be over. One day, my hair will be straight again..... Oh, someone called me superficial today. Erm, WTH where did that even come from?
But mom hasn't dropped it off for repairs yet. Because today we found out that ________'s cancer has relapsed and he only has about 3 months left to live. The doctors said that there's no point in trying anymore medication. Funny, I was worrying about a hair straightener when my friends now have to worry about their dad. And you know the worst thing? I'd love to say that finding out about the cancer put me in my place and I stopped worrying about my hair. But I still await with bated breath the day I get the damn hair straightener back. Ofcourse I'm worried and upset for _________, more than I could ever express here, but theres that teeny tiny part of my brain in which the effing hair straightener still lurks. And that realisation makes me think Be Nice Movement be damned, you can't change if you're rotten inside.
Peace.
YShe laughed. And laughed. And laughed yet again.;;
